Secret blown

Today after cell, we went to singpost to go and eat, and she was there too. My cellmates kept doing actions that hinted at me liking her. In short, i think she knows. When asked if someone were to like her as she was going overseas, and how she would feel, she said "nothing". I have no idea what to feel towards that response. Why do I like a girl whom i have no guts or courage to even say hi to. Guess liking somebody has no basis for reasoning, I am gonna miss her but not sure for how long. Hopefully not 1 and a half years like my previous crush, that is too painful yo.

God, please give me courage to speak to the girl i like.

Every memory I have of you is liking you. If only you knew...